I miss you Japan a lot. I miss my family, church, friends, and our puppy, more than I expected. Especially, when I'm alone in my room, the quietness speaks to me, "You are alone." I confess that I cried when I went to bed last night. I told God, "Lord, I'm lonely. I even feel I want to give up already, although I don't want to rationally. Help me! Confirm once again that You are the One Who called me here."
However, I woke up somehow feeling better. My face was just normal, no facial swelling. I went to shopping to get what I need, and other Japanese students, who are a couple, helped me. We shared how we are called, about our church background, and they explained me how the classes go.
Then, my family skyped me. Later, my friend from church skyped me, too. It helped me not to feel loneliness today. Thank God for His answer of my prayer!